This week has filled me with anxieties about Will and where he should go to preschool. I, along with 255 other people, was emailed that the letters stating the status of the preschool applications would be mailed out this week. I started getting down about the whole situation since there was hardly a chance for Will to get in. I dropped Cheryl off, after we went shopping together the other day, and on the way home I almost started crying because I just want Will to have the best opportunities. In my heart I pleaded with Heavenly Father, "What about Will? Doesn't he deserve to go there?" The moment I was done thinking that, I just got an overwhelming warm feeling that Heavenly Father hadn't forgotten about Will and all would be well. Then I did start crying. lol So there I was still hoping for a miracle that he'd get in to byu, but I figured he wouldn't get in since community is last pick. As a backup plan I had been thinking about the learning dynamics preschool and thought we'd just send him there if he didn't get into byu, but I felt impressed to bring it up to the lady I visit teach the other day. So it came up and she ended up telling me how learning dynamics is too much sit down work and they don't use exploration as a teaching tool - something she convinced me was good for Will. Then she gave me a flyer to the preschool her daughter went to last year (Who just has a flyer handy? Really.) and said it was the only other preschool structured like byu's. I had looked at their website last year, but they were going to be closed down. That apparently changed after all the moms got together and did something about it. At that point I was 99% sure this was Heavenly Fathers way of opening a window since I felt Will wouldn't get into BYU. Today after not getting my letter, I called byu and Will did not get in and is 30 on the waiting list.

I have a preschool tour appt on Monday for the other preschool. Everything happens for a reason and I am so glad it's not in my hands since God is the only one who truly knows what is best for us.
Well I went to my 2nd weight watchers meeting last night. I have no idea why I was so against joining before. It's so easy and flexible. I'm down 4.6lbs; and that's after I cheated several days. This week I'm sticking to the points and we'll see if I can get below my pre-pregnancy weight soon, and stay below that mark. It's beginning to get ridiculous. I hit that number and then I lose motivation and gain again. Right now I'm feeling good though, and I love my new twist stepper thing!